Hooks

 

The despised hook, you hate it, you love it, you hate the feeling, you love the high it gives you. You hate being played, you avoid it, you learn from your mistake, you get off the hook, you screw up again, you’re on the hook, again. You’re happy but you’re sad, can’t process your feelings, can’t understand what is happening or what had happened. “It all happened too fast” you tell yourself, take a moment to relax, take a deep breath, clear your mind, think things through. The biggest mistake you could make now is to get hooked twice, so think twice, before every action, every word, every step you make, say or take around that person. If your feelings are right, then great, if not, then you’re dodging your demise by an inch. Stay true to yourself, true to your identity and to who you are, don’t force it, don’t fake it, if they see your worth then you’ll make it. If not then it’s their loss.

- Avoid the hook -

Make yourself a priority, work on yourself to become the person you have always dreamed of becoming, reach the success you want, DISCONNECT yourself from all emotions that will drag you down, or suffer the consequences. 

- Baby Steps -

Step by step, as one should. “Be true to yourself” said I earlier, yet i doubt that i am being true to myself. 

I did get off the hook a few times, but each time i fall harder. For the same reasons, the same person, the same beauty, the same voice, smile, perfection. It sucks, for someone not to see your admiration, and for that same someone not to see their perfection. Yet i am not one to judge, for i can barely judge myself. Stay true to yourself. Know your worth. Have no regrets. Be You, Stay You, Remain Perfect, Shine for Eternity. You are worth it, you will always be worth it, don’t let that thought ever slip away, don’t let that fact out of your mind. 

Gießen, 20.12.2022, 7:38:30